when i talk, i talk
but no one ever listening to me
to understand
they listen & they reply me
no, they argued about what ive said
like there is no right in my words
or did everyone think they actually saying a right thing, at the right time, right person & in a right way? every single time?
and when they actually realise they are wrong
why its hard for them to admit it
and say sorry
and acknowledges me?
why would someone do that?
i do not know
dalam ramai ramai org, yg kita syg juga nk sakit kan kita balik. lepas kita kenal dia dan tunjuk too much bahagian diri kita yg lemah yg kuat. dia guna semua tu utk jatuhkan kita.
atau sebenarnya salah diri sendiri at first place yg percaya sgt? bagi terlalu byk dan hidup dgn expectation people will do the same.
atau mmg he actually giving me the same? have i ever done that before which i old enough and forgot my own sin?
i don't know
the man whom i love. he got a bright smile i could ever imagine. gigi yg tk berapa tersusun tu buat lg manis senyuman. bonus pula lesung pipit kanan kiri. tahi lalat kt hujung mulut kanan. hidung berkarisma. kening lebat idaman. mata redup mcm kayangan. berkacamata lg la mcm my man. his sexy lips comes with a package. wise words. that always being my favourite. his shy ears which always hiding behind his hair. rambut panjang dia tu. yg mcm langsir. everytime im driving, i probably have to selak mcm langsir kt rumah just to ensure i can see his lovely eyes. because when he talks, his eyes tells the story too. his spontaneous gesture. his hands. sweaty hands. his tiny pretty nails. with extra nail on his pinky finger. his birthmark on his upper body. his so-called bothering stretch marks. to him but never to me.
someone you always thinking of right now
maybe he is the right person
or not
maybe you were meeting him on the wrong time
or not
maybe you've had enough