Sunday, November 28

damniwannadietonite!


So this is how my school's holiday will continue be until the end of December ye .
BORED . DAMN . BORED . DAMN . BORED . DAMN . BORED . DAMN .

Tomorrow , for the i don't know how many times , my mum will go away for her jobs , bring my two dongseng . Finally , they are gone , for a while at least -.- And like usual , I am the one who have to stay at home , take care of that , take care of this and anything that can take care of , easy to say lh ken . So , after hours positive-ly thinking why me , why me , why me questions ,, i cannot answer it . i think maybe my parents know it better than me cause this is all their decision .

sometime i hate them cause make me be the one who has to sacrifice myself . not even my other siblings . i guess Datuk Fadzilah Kamsiah is right , anak tengah memang mcmnih . abg aku anak kesayangan , plus dia tgh belajar and he's guy so ape sgt lh dia bole buat ken . kakak aku tuh pulak belajar kt bntg . baliknye jarang . sekalisekala jer balik . dongseng dua ekor jaga diri dorang masingmasing pun tk boleh , nk jaga orang .


huh -.- i guess this is my destiny. this is my holiday's fate . this is what i would spend my days with . stay at home stay at home . home sweet home home sweeeeeet home . i just had to accept it and live my life . tonight i will plan my timetable . what to do what to do . Ahhhhhhhh , ottokkkkeeeeeee XOOOOOOOOOOO pa'a hwaiting pa'a ! (';


Aliffsadiidzainalshazmir , what the hell you want from me ! Why and what and why the hell you keep bothering my lifeeeeeee ! Forgive me forgive me , FORGIVE YOU WHAT !!! Kao buat salah ape dekat aku ? What are you done to me ? Anything else ?


I thought we are done ! don't you get it fduck , you just make foolish of yourself . tk faham faham lg ke aku dh cakap tade ape ape , TAKDE APE APE LAH !!!! Go fduck whoever else , but not me . I'm awesome , fabulous and i don't need you anymoreeeeee .

Why and why and why you keep texting me like you make something wrong but the truth is you don't . But , tanpa disedari , actually tindakan kao mengCONTACT aku adalah suatu kesalahan dn menggangu hidup aku . So , GET THE HELL AWAY FROOOM ME SADIID ! I am obviously asking you NICELY dudeeeee ! middle finger !!!

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begitu marah sekali . hmm , mcmtuh lh . siapa suruh kacau si panas baran farhah nadhirah binti abd manab ini . dengan hormon yg tk stabil , errrrrrrrrr , actually rasanya dh 2 bulan tk period . Ahh , still tk apende tuh org panggil , kitaran tk stabil ? ke seimbang ? apetah , idk idk .

Ah , wtv it is . Home is so bored , can anyone buy me some books for read ? Comics or buy me puzzle things or sudoku . Im getting really irritated being in own house . PERGH , jadik ke tak pindah presint sebelas pun tk tahu lh . for me , AKU NAK PINDAAAAAAAAAH ! bb (;

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